Monday, August 06, 2007
living in a lie
there are mant things i would like to say. however, due to the certain reasons, i can't type it out 100% clearly. but here goes..so peeps, have you tried living in a lie..? living day to day.. having to cover up just to avoid gossips? it's quite terrible actually.. if u think abt it..
n is "busy" an excuse? i hope not.. these few days.. i've been trying to call a friend to talk to.. only to get the excuse that he is "busy".. sometimes.. all tt person need is 5 mins.. if only some1 who understood turned up.. another 1 wouldn't have commited suicide. perhaps.. he doesn't understand this logic.. n thus the reply "busy, some other day".. i dun believe that calling umpteen times and smsing.. only the smses returns..
not that i dun have others to call or whatsoever. i just tot tt he would be the most suitable candidate to call, tt's all.
n yes pple, i've been losing my appetite recently. where the hell my big appetite went, i wonder too. lost abt 2 kgs since 1.5 weeks ago. hope i dun collapse so soon. me and my frequent tummyaches, headaches.. etc.
i'll be MIA from 8 August 2007 - 15 August 2007. Till then..
じゃあ。
On 9:25 PM, -x`addicted.to.you`x- let go.
